Lost opportunities...

I had a weird experience tonight. For the first time, I found out that a girl I once had a crush on is now married. (Granted, I haven't kept in touch with many of my crushes. I suppose that Felicity Woods, for instance, could have gotten married in the last 20 years.) I have to admit that it made me kinda sad. Is that because finally there is no remaining possibility? What the hell is wrong with me?!!